I am so inspired right now. Inspired to draw, to create, to be something. I have all these ideas and huge thoughts in my head, but I always hide them and keep them to myself. I’m so much deeper than I portray myself to be. I rarely share my deep honest thoughts with anyone. I mean most of my friends don’t think of things on the level that I do. I don’t mean to sound pretentious, it’s just I feel like I think about things on such a different level than normal teenagers at my school do. I feel like an outcast a lot because I don’t feel like a teenager most of the time. I’m sick of playing this dumb act every day. I need more people I can intellectually connect with. But really I want one person I can open up my heart to. But for now I guess I’ll just try to be more of who I really am and less of who I pretend to be.